Another woooonderful day. My new mattress is making me itch like crazy so its hard for me to get any sleep. On top of that, i got my period last night at 2:30 in the freaking morning. :( NOT FUN. Mark called me around then too. I really don't get whats going on between us. Its so freaking confusing and frustrating. He's trying his best to keep me around and to keep me from moving on without him but i don't understand why. It seems so pointless. He's there, I'm here. He's got other girls on his ass (maybe even literally) all day and I've got my boy ;-). Honestly whats the point? Don't get me wrong, I love mark so fucking much but with everything thats been happening and how little we see each other...is it worth it anymore? I tried calling him today and that girl answered the phone so i just hung up. She called me back 6 fucking times! Psycho. It hurts me to hear him tell me how much he loves me and how much he misses me, then to go call him and have some girl answer it almost every time. Is me calling him the only thing that is really keeping anything between us alive?

No matter how much I think over and over again, nothing ever gets solved. I worked today 930- 430 which sucked. Saw Mike after work for like, 30 min. Now he's out with his boys. How much ya wanna bet no call from him today? Grrrrr. I'm so not going to call him no matter what. Tomorrow is Spanish class! YAY Hector LOL ;-) he's soooo cute. Rarrr. Ha ha. Anyway lol. I also have work 3-10. Mike is going to a wedding tomorrow and is renting hotel room afterwards and wanted me to come by. Hmmmm. Mike+ Drunk= Dumbass, little bastard LOL. We'll see.

DoEzMyBreThSmell (11:43:18 PM): heyy babbyy
DoEzMyBreThSmell (11:43:22 PM): you loookin hot toonighhhttt

HAHAHA ohhh i love my gilly ;-)

I guess thats all for tonight. I wish the stars were out tonight. I'd make the same ol' wish on them i do all the time. To the moon and back I promise (sadly enough) that I will always love you.