Chasing away my sanity
I'm feeling more and more down everyday...whats wrong with me?
Anyway, today was ok. I slept until i had to get mike from work and go to work (which was 3pm) It was very pleasant. Work was boring. No one shopped today. We had a new person Nicole who seems really nice...like actual nice...not like jessica nice lol. Nice people are good.
Yesterday was good (sense i really didn't say my day). I had class in the morning, it was actually the morning after i had talked to jami and she had told me to say hi to her once i got into class. I did just that, and that was it. We didn't talk or anything else afterwards. So basically, nothing has changed except for the fact that we both apologized and we're not "enemies" i guess but acquaintances. I guess its better than it was before...right? The rest of the day, i messed around on the computer wooo weee until i picked up mike. What did we do? OOOHHH yeah, we went to the mall :). I got him a new pair of shoes (he's going to pay me back being the great guy he is) and i got some new jeans and shirts :) yay! Pac Sun jeans are the greatest...and I love American Eagle. I'm a little preppy gurl lol. After that we rented 2 movies...Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind with Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet(and sexy Elijah Wood!) and Shrek 2.
They were both great, great movies.
I'm not sure how many people watch VH1 anymore, but there is this one show, Motor Mouth, which is the funniest show EVER! They hide cameras in your car while your driving alone and you can see everything you do while driving. They also have you drive with a friend. SOOOO funny...must watch.
But anyways....i have off tomorrow...so does mike...shall be interesting ;-) I love my baby
"Whenever I see you down and upset, it makes me want to do anything in the world to make you happy."
Ohh, I remember something we talked about last night. I asked him about us, what he thought about us. He said he wanted my opinion before he said his so i told him the thruth...How the 2 of us act around each other and treat each other, we act like a couple, except for the fact that neither of us ever made it official. I said that i'd love to be his girlfriend but the fact of the matter is that i had been with someone for a long time and right now, i just want that freedom of being single. But i want to be with you at the same time, i told him. I said that i want to go out with other guys and not feel guilty but at the same time, i need you to know that no matter who i'm with and what i'm doing, i will always be thinking of you, calling you when i get home, and doing dirty, nasty things to only you later. That made him laugh and he said, good, cause i pretty much feel the same way. :) He knows i love him, i know he loves me, and thats all it comes down to in the end.
Soooo boys...i'm a single gurl!! lol just be careful lol. jk jk
Enough for tonight. Gooood night.
Anyway, today was ok. I slept until i had to get mike from work and go to work (which was 3pm) It was very pleasant. Work was boring. No one shopped today. We had a new person Nicole who seems really nice...like actual nice...not like jessica nice lol. Nice people are good.
Yesterday was good (sense i really didn't say my day). I had class in the morning, it was actually the morning after i had talked to jami and she had told me to say hi to her once i got into class. I did just that, and that was it. We didn't talk or anything else afterwards. So basically, nothing has changed except for the fact that we both apologized and we're not "enemies" i guess but acquaintances. I guess its better than it was before...right? The rest of the day, i messed around on the computer wooo weee until i picked up mike. What did we do? OOOHHH yeah, we went to the mall :). I got him a new pair of shoes (he's going to pay me back being the great guy he is) and i got some new jeans and shirts :) yay! Pac Sun jeans are the greatest...and I love American Eagle. I'm a little preppy gurl lol. After that we rented 2 movies...Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind with Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet(and sexy Elijah Wood!) and Shrek 2.
They were both great, great movies.
I'm not sure how many people watch VH1 anymore, but there is this one show, Motor Mouth, which is the funniest show EVER! They hide cameras in your car while your driving alone and you can see everything you do while driving. They also have you drive with a friend. SOOOO funny...must watch.
But anyways....i have off tomorrow...so does mike...shall be interesting ;-) I love my baby
"Whenever I see you down and upset, it makes me want to do anything in the world to make you happy."
Ohh, I remember something we talked about last night. I asked him about us, what he thought about us. He said he wanted my opinion before he said his so i told him the thruth...How the 2 of us act around each other and treat each other, we act like a couple, except for the fact that neither of us ever made it official. I said that i'd love to be his girlfriend but the fact of the matter is that i had been with someone for a long time and right now, i just want that freedom of being single. But i want to be with you at the same time, i told him. I said that i want to go out with other guys and not feel guilty but at the same time, i need you to know that no matter who i'm with and what i'm doing, i will always be thinking of you, calling you when i get home, and doing dirty, nasty things to only you later. That made him laugh and he said, good, cause i pretty much feel the same way. :) He knows i love him, i know he loves me, and thats all it comes down to in the end.
Soooo boys...i'm a single gurl!! lol just be careful lol. jk jk
Enough for tonight. Gooood night.
