Gahh hum bug
Gahhh. Thats about all I have to really say...
I'm so frustrated, i'm so stressed, lonely, sad, happy, everything!
.
The week is over and I chickened out. I had a great chance to do something but I stood there looking at the dresser and kinda snapped out of it and saw what I was doing...However, I made a bet with myself last Sunday that I was going to loose 3 pounds within the week and I did. Betcha can't guess how much I weigh.......
That extra hour last night was amazing. Working though today was hell. No one came to the store but it still managed to look like a mess. After work I saw Mike for a while. He was in a bad mood cause his father and girlfriend where fighting about shit.
Tomorrow is gonna suck. I have class in the AM and an "interview" type thing at the Municipal building about the community service hours i need to do. Then I don't have work until 5. Grreeattt. I'm planning on going to the mall before work to find some things for Mike's birthday on Thursday! He's gonna be an ollllldddd man lol.
I can't really think of anything I want to say. I'm so confused by everything. I want so many things but I don't at the same time. I'm scared out of my mind. What am I supposed to do? No one to talk to.....
you know what? I miss Meesh.... :(
For now....good night.
I'm so frustrated, i'm so stressed, lonely, sad, happy, everything!
.
The week is over and I chickened out. I had a great chance to do something but I stood there looking at the dresser and kinda snapped out of it and saw what I was doing...However, I made a bet with myself last Sunday that I was going to loose 3 pounds within the week and I did. Betcha can't guess how much I weigh.......
That extra hour last night was amazing. Working though today was hell. No one came to the store but it still managed to look like a mess. After work I saw Mike for a while. He was in a bad mood cause his father and girlfriend where fighting about shit.
Tomorrow is gonna suck. I have class in the AM and an "interview" type thing at the Municipal building about the community service hours i need to do. Then I don't have work until 5. Grreeattt. I'm planning on going to the mall before work to find some things for Mike's birthday on Thursday! He's gonna be an ollllldddd man lol.
I can't really think of anything I want to say. I'm so confused by everything. I want so many things but I don't at the same time. I'm scared out of my mind. What am I supposed to do? No one to talk to.....
you know what? I miss Meesh.... :(
For now....good night.
