*Grins*
I wanted you to know, I love the way you laugh
I have to say, this must have been one of the better thanksgiving's sense my mother died. We went to my grandparents house (on my mother's side), took pictures of family, then went to eat at the Marriot where they have a buffet. The dinner was very relaxed and pleasant. My 2 yr old cousin was actually pretty well behaved. My aunt is still ehh. But everything was nice. Before we went out to eat, my grandfather said that he had found an old tape of my first day of school. We started watching the tape, but eventually turned it off. My father said it was probably because my grandmother was getting too upset by it (because of seeing my mother on it). At first I was a little upset by it, but later, i realized it made me feel better. It made me feel like she was there with us in spirit. I guess thats why I felt a little more relaxed. When we got home we put the tape in and finished watching it. It was the most hilarious thing EVER. I was soo spoiled, I love attention, and got upset when it wasn't on me. I was an emotional little child! Too bad no one noticed ahead of time....lol oh well.
Anyway, when I got home I called Mike and picked him up and he came over. He too watched this funny little movie and got to see how i was as a child and was able to see my beautiful old house. I looove that house :( We basically chilled all night. Over all, today was a really good day. My grandparents gave me $150 to go Christmas shopping! I'm so excited :-D.
Last night was really bad. Mike had gone out with Dave and he had my cell so we were texting each other a lot during the night. When he said he was home, I tried calling him and he didn't answer so I got kinda pissed and said something to get him mad. He wouldn't answer the phone and he texted me saying fuck you, i don't want to talk to you, i'm really pissed right now, whatever. It was then I made the biggest mistake a girlfriend could EVER do to her boyfriend. I compared him to Mark. Never compare you boyfriend to your ex. Its the worst possible thing you could ever do, especially when your bf HATES your ex. Yeahhhh. Wasn't good. But things were good today. Very good in fact ;-) SF is bad. And its getting worse. God Mike, I love you! I am soo thankful to have him back in my life and to be so blessed to be getting this chance. No one knows how much I messed up last time we were dating so right now I am so freaking lucky to be with him right now. And the best thing is, my family approves of him :-D!
You are my only
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
I put your picture away
I wonder where you've been
I can't look at you when I'm lyin next to him ;-)
Good night
I have to say, this must have been one of the better thanksgiving's sense my mother died. We went to my grandparents house (on my mother's side), took pictures of family, then went to eat at the Marriot where they have a buffet. The dinner was very relaxed and pleasant. My 2 yr old cousin was actually pretty well behaved. My aunt is still ehh. But everything was nice. Before we went out to eat, my grandfather said that he had found an old tape of my first day of school. We started watching the tape, but eventually turned it off. My father said it was probably because my grandmother was getting too upset by it (because of seeing my mother on it). At first I was a little upset by it, but later, i realized it made me feel better. It made me feel like she was there with us in spirit. I guess thats why I felt a little more relaxed. When we got home we put the tape in and finished watching it. It was the most hilarious thing EVER. I was soo spoiled, I love attention, and got upset when it wasn't on me. I was an emotional little child! Too bad no one noticed ahead of time....lol oh well.
Anyway, when I got home I called Mike and picked him up and he came over. He too watched this funny little movie and got to see how i was as a child and was able to see my beautiful old house. I looove that house :( We basically chilled all night. Over all, today was a really good day. My grandparents gave me $150 to go Christmas shopping! I'm so excited :-D.
Last night was really bad. Mike had gone out with Dave and he had my cell so we were texting each other a lot during the night. When he said he was home, I tried calling him and he didn't answer so I got kinda pissed and said something to get him mad. He wouldn't answer the phone and he texted me saying fuck you, i don't want to talk to you, i'm really pissed right now, whatever. It was then I made the biggest mistake a girlfriend could EVER do to her boyfriend. I compared him to Mark. Never compare you boyfriend to your ex. Its the worst possible thing you could ever do, especially when your bf HATES your ex. Yeahhhh. Wasn't good. But things were good today. Very good in fact ;-) SF is bad. And its getting worse. God Mike, I love you! I am soo thankful to have him back in my life and to be so blessed to be getting this chance. No one knows how much I messed up last time we were dating so right now I am so freaking lucky to be with him right now. And the best thing is, my family approves of him :-D!
You are my only
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
I put your picture away
I wonder where you've been
I can't look at you when I'm lyin next to him ;-)
Good night
