Monday, November 22, 2004

My letter from Mike

His exact words from the exact letter he wrote me:

Sarah, Sarah, Sarah

I think about us every second of the day...every second...There are so many feelings I have about you and lucky for you, they are all good...I mean what I write but if it is dumb or retardered just remember its 3:00 in the morning...
I remember when we were talking about if we were dating or just friends with benefits. And what you said was taht we are dating, BUT! you want your freedom cause you were in a relationship for awhile. But for me your my one and only :-)...like right now I live my life with 3 major things I have to do. #1 is my daughter #2 is you and #3 is work...these 3 things are NOT in order. I care for all 3 equally...I don't know @&#*! This kinda is an apology letter and a "make you love me more" letter and a "let you know how I feel" letter. Baby I love you and cherish you and you never bother me EVER!!! The best way I can tell you that I love you is that I try to base and plan my life around you. And I love it. Even if we are mad at each other and were together i am still happy cause we are TOGETHER!!! I feel like I'm part of something and its you and I want to feel that way for a long time. I want to one day be able to sleep next to you...to be next to you when we wake up. I want sooo much and I want you 100% included. Anyway thats my entry in my journal...Please love me more than life itself (-impossible but i sounded good- lol :) )
Ok bed time for me. Before I write something ridiculous. I love you Sarah.

Love me