With Arms Wide Open
If i had just one wish, only one demand, i hope she's not like me...
Gahh. Yes, that explains pretty much everything. I had work all day which wasn't too bad. 5 hours seem to go so much slower though when you only get one 15 min break. Afterwards i went home for a bit and hung out with Mike (of course) the rest of the night. Well, until about now. He kinda fell asleep :) Tomorrow, Sat and Sun are 20% off days for employees. We normally get 10% off but about once every 2,3 months they let us get 20% off wooo weee! Tomorrow should be another great day. Work 10-5...hopefully seeing Angelo later on in the night.
I'm getting worse. So much worse. I think about him too much. I don't know why. Its all starting to be too much for me.
I was thinking today...last new years i hung out with Mike, his girlfriend, Mark, an old girlfriend and her boyfriend and we got completely wasted and me and mike almost kissed. I thought today, if we do get to spend new years together again this year, I'll be able to kiss him, and it'll be okay. I get to kiss him now, and hopefully for a long, long time :).
Speaking of which, I hate how people take advantage of each other. You never know when their time might come, or for some reason they are up and out of your life. You need to kiss someone like you'll never see them again, hug them like you'll never hug them again, tell them i love you or how much you care. Don't let them walk away from you. Cherish every smile, hug, i love you, the look in their eyes....everything. I can't stand how cold some people are when it comes to using people. I don't understand how they can do it. Everyone has some sort of feelings. People just confuse me too damn much sometimes.
I just may hit the sack early tonight too....a have a grrreaat day ahead of me ;-) Night.
Gahh. Yes, that explains pretty much everything. I had work all day which wasn't too bad. 5 hours seem to go so much slower though when you only get one 15 min break. Afterwards i went home for a bit and hung out with Mike (of course) the rest of the night. Well, until about now. He kinda fell asleep :) Tomorrow, Sat and Sun are 20% off days for employees. We normally get 10% off but about once every 2,3 months they let us get 20% off wooo weee! Tomorrow should be another great day. Work 10-5...hopefully seeing Angelo later on in the night.
I'm getting worse. So much worse. I think about him too much. I don't know why. Its all starting to be too much for me.
I was thinking today...last new years i hung out with Mike, his girlfriend, Mark, an old girlfriend and her boyfriend and we got completely wasted and me and mike almost kissed. I thought today, if we do get to spend new years together again this year, I'll be able to kiss him, and it'll be okay. I get to kiss him now, and hopefully for a long, long time :).
Speaking of which, I hate how people take advantage of each other. You never know when their time might come, or for some reason they are up and out of your life. You need to kiss someone like you'll never see them again, hug them like you'll never hug them again, tell them i love you or how much you care. Don't let them walk away from you. Cherish every smile, hug, i love you, the look in their eyes....everything. I can't stand how cold some people are when it comes to using people. I don't understand how they can do it. Everyone has some sort of feelings. People just confuse me too damn much sometimes.
I just may hit the sack early tonight too....a have a grrreaat day ahead of me ;-) Night.
