Monday, February 07, 2005

B.Boo

its amazing the control and power i can have sometimes. i usually don't like it. too much of it can make me feel cocky and i'll do things without thinking.

but this kind of power he gives me. he looses all sense of his control and hands it to me. its during this time the look on his face, the way his eyes burn for me and the way he kisses me...makes me feel so good. he knows hes weak. but he doesn't care. when a man shows and hands me his weakness....thats true love.

and when he looks me in the eyes later and tries to regain himself...

sometimes he does these little things...it could be anything like come up from behind me and holding me...putting his head on my shoulder...these little things give me those butterflies. I thought i would never feel those butterflies again.

i love that smile when he's thinking about baaad, dirty things. then the way he looks over at me...begging me...those eyes....

a mans eyes are my one true weakness. one look and i'm helpless. i'm a sucker for brown eyes.

its great when you hear i love you from a person you know truly means it. those words are coming from the heart...not from somewhere else. they come from deep down in the soul where no one but your significant other can touch. and i love knowing that i touched him enough to make him feel this way.

no matter the fights i post on here, no matter the stress we endure, no matter the pain of previous times...we both know that for the rest of our lives, we are stuck together. and i love that feeling...