dangerously in love

why are you sitting there with those blank eyes? do something. anything. hug me, squeeze me, kiss me, touch me, say i love you...just don't look at me like that. those eyes aren't good. they have a hidden meaning i hate. i know its there so don't lie to me. your hug feels lifeless...your i love you's don't show much love.

i can feel your heavy heart. i know a lot is going on but why do we have to feel it? can't i sit here with you next to me, holding my hand...at least acknowledging my existence? i love you with everything i am. show me that your here for it all. dont back away, don't stray.....please just don't hurt me. love me as much as you can. i can't help my selfishness...i need you by my side. at this time i need your support and i'm sure you understand why.

i fell in love with a man full of smiles, love, compassion, and eyes full of excitment.
but as i look at you....and the pictures i have of you...your not smiling in one.

::i only think of you and its breaking my heart::

::i'm trying to keep it together::

::but i'm falling apart::