i'll be your sunshine
walking out of the bathroom, i heard music.
unusually loud...my other sister wasn't home...she was usually the one who played it that loud...
but then i heard her voice...singing with the sweet notes
crying
hearing a 10 year old sing with Kelly Clarkson...made me want to laugh...but cry for the fact that she was crying so hard while singing with her.
i will never tell her what i heard...i could never do that to her...it just makes me wonder what could have hurt her poor heart so much to make her do that? i've never seen/heard her do anything like this.
in these moments i wish i was more than just her older sister...i wish i could make the hurt go away and not hear those depressing songs on the computer...and hear her giggle along with the silly game she always plays...
unusually loud...my other sister wasn't home...she was usually the one who played it that loud...
but then i heard her voice...singing with the sweet notes
crying
hearing a 10 year old sing with Kelly Clarkson...made me want to laugh...but cry for the fact that she was crying so hard while singing with her.
i will never tell her what i heard...i could never do that to her...it just makes me wonder what could have hurt her poor heart so much to make her do that? i've never seen/heard her do anything like this.
in these moments i wish i was more than just her older sister...i wish i could make the hurt go away and not hear those depressing songs on the computer...and hear her giggle along with the silly game she always plays...
